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  • White Horses, A Friend, And the Son of Man

    White Horses, A Friend, And the Son of Man

    “O how I miss riding!” He exclaimed after seeing a picture of my horses. As a result of MS, the middle-aged paraplegic would never ride in this life again. Never would he feel a horse moving off of the cue of his seat or spur or feel the rush of the wind in his face from an unrestrained gallop across an open field. The thought saddened me deeply for a moment.

      A thought occurred to me, and I murmured, “You will someday my friend.”  In my mind’s eye I was suddenly in a heavenly place; beholding the Lord Jesus on His white horse with His robe dipped in blood, and there sat I, near enough to see Him. When finally I was able to tear my eyes away from His majesty, I felt a tingle of awe as I saw the myriads of the saints, all dressed in white, their own mounts stamping with the excitement that filled the air.

     The Christ’s eyes flashed fire as He raised His sword. His horse sprung forward and the saints gave a great battle cry as they followed their Lord, their horses snorting and leaping, spilling over the parapet of heaven to follow the King to earth for the great and terrible day of the Lord.

    A fistful of strong silken mane in my hands and a pounding in my heart, my mount and I raced forward with the rest, and looking round, I saw there, my friend amidst the throng of the citizens of heaven, his legs, once useless on earth, now wrapped around the barrel of one of these magnificent beasts! His face had lost the worries and cares of many earthly troubles. My green eyes caught his brown ones and I flashed him a grin. Then, both our eyes focused back on what was before us, as our hearts raced wildly with the thrill of a battle that belonged already, to the Lord.

    And the armies which are in heaven, clothed in fine linen, white and clean, were following Him on white horses. (Revelation 19:14)

    Epilogue 4.3.2025

    This remembrance hits me differently today than it did when I wrote it. Lonnie died last year from MS. Too young to go. Now he is whole. I never met him in person. We were only Facebook friends. Lonnie had a heart full of love for the Lord Jesus and to serve others. I know the Lord welcomed him home with the embrace of a “Well done, thou good and faithful servant.”

    The rest of the story has yet to play out. I’ll see him there, in the clouds someday, my brother, my friend.

  • Waiting Right

    Waiting Right

    I don’t know a single soul that isn’t “waiting” for something in life. We yearn and long for the things not yet attained. As Christians, we’re collectively waiting on the return of Jesus Christ. We’re waiting for the fulfillment of future prophecy, for the Kingdom of God on earth and also for our heavenly home.

    We’re also waiting on dreams and goals that we hope to fulfill in this lifetime. Whether it’s a spouse, a family, a career, friends, the restoration of a relationship that’s been severed, Whether we speak of heavenly things or earthly, there’s an aching in our hearts for the things not yet fulfilled that we wish for. I’m not immune, my heart aches too.

    While I may hope for the fulfillment of some of my earthly desires, the only certain promises are those that the Lord has given. I’m holding fast the promises of God, and loosely all the other hopes of this life. And how shall we wait, you ask? Here’s what I’ve come to so far- with humility, with worship, and with faith.

    Waiting with Humility

    Humble yourselves in the presence of the Lord, and He will exalt you. (James 4:10)

    Waiting with humility is pleasing to God. It’s saying “You know the best timing for this Lord, and whether or not it would be good for me. I trust You.” I have a list of earthly things that fall in this category that I keep bringing before the Lord myself. Quite a long list actually. By placing everything in His hands, I’m enabled to be content and fully present where He has me, even while hoping for open doors to other things.

    Waiting with Worship

    Whether or not we ever receive the earthly things and opportunities we are hoping for, God is a great God. He has redeemed our souls, and He is worthy to be praised! Worshipping reminds us of who He is and all He has already done for us both spiritually and physically. We can praise Him and retell all His deeds and works and invite His presence into our lives. Being reminded that God is a great King over all the earth and that He loves us and is working, weaving our lives together as He sees fit when we are obedient to Him is very comforting. Ephesians 1 is a great chapter for me when I have forgotten all the spiritual riches I already have in Christ Jesus.

    Waiting with Faith

    What God has promised He will bring to pass. I’m learning not to disregard the seeds that God has planted within my heart for certain things, but to wait on Him in faith. How long did Moses wait to deliver the Israelites? How long did Joseph wait in prison before he became second to Pharaoh? How long did Abraham wait before He received the promised son, Isaac? And in addition to the promises that these did receive fulfillment to in this life, there were more that they died in faith still waiting for. But not in vain. God always fulfills His promises, although very rarely in the timing we have in mind, or in the way we expect! Abraham was waiting to be established as nation. And it happened but not in his day. Joseph was waiting in faith for the Israelites to go back to the land God had given them, but only his bones went with the children of Israel when they left Egypt some 400 years later. Moses was waiting to go into the promised land but because of a disobedient act, he did not get to go in this side of Heaven. (As an aside here, he did get to enter it before the rest of the Old Testament saints when he spoke with Jesus on the mount of transfiguration!!) None of these saints waited in vain. God fulfilled His promises to them, but they didn’t see the full fulfillment in their lifetime here, some promises they (and we!) will receive in full at the resurrection and Christ’s reign.

    Results of Waiting Right

    But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength;

    They shall mount up with wings as eagles

     They shall run, and not be weary;

    And they shall walk and not faint.

    -Isaiah 40:32, KJV

    God doesn’t promise to give us every earthly desire, but He does love us, and He does honor His promises. When we wait on Him, He promises to renew our strength. I’m so thankful for this promise. I don’t know about you, but I’m so often at the end of my own strength and in need of His, and He’s always faithful!!

    So while I’m waiting, I’ll let God be God, I’ll keep a posture of humility because He IS the LORD and I am His creation. I’ll keep worshipping because He is worthy. And I’ll keep faith, knowing that His promises are sure, AND if there’s anything I’m waiting on that He hasn’t promised me, I can still wait with a quiet heart and an open hand, knowing that every good thing is a gift from Him. I don’t have to run out and grab it. He’ll open the door. He’ll give the gift. If He chooses not to fulfill some longing that I have, I can trust Him that it’s not what’s best for me. And all the godly  hopes and desires of our heart’s that we are waiting for His fulfillment for now, will make that fulfillment all the sweeter when He brings them about in His will, His way, and His timing.

    So let’s sing praise. Stand on His promises, what He has promised He is faithful to fulfill. And remember that He is working all things “together for the good of those who know Him and are called according to His purpose.” (Romans 8:28)

  • “Follow Me as I Follow Christ”

    “Follow Me as I Follow Christ”

    Mentorship and the Church

    “Everyone needs a Timothy and everyone needs a Paul in their life.”

    I’ll never forget the quote above. My pastor used to say it. He meant that we should be keeping a sharp eye out for those younger less experienced Christians in the body of Christ  to lead, mentor, and disciple; as well as looking ahead  to catch up to those whose walk is deeper and more mature than our own. Our Christian walk is one hand reaching back to give assistance, one hand reaching forward to receive, and both eyes fixed on Jesus.

    Someone has said that the best leaders are also great followers. They are ever learning. Ever growing. Ever changing. They are students of others. The best disciples are the same way. Primarily, we are students of Christ. After all, the word disciple means to be a follower or learner of (someone/something).

    Find a Mentor

    But, sometimes life decisions and relationships can get confusing, even if you are reading the Bible and earnestly seeking the Lord. Oh, what a significant difference it can make to have a living, breathing example of Christlikeness! How great a guidance it is to witness first hand a gracious but truthful handling of difficult situations and people by a follower of Christ, a man or woman whose life reflects the maturity of one transformed by submission to the Holy Spirit and the Word of God!

    *Note* If you don’t have the opportunity to be mentored by someone in your life like this, take heart! God gives this opportunity to many but not all. Just keep seeking the Lord! He will faithfully lead you and you will someday have the opportunity to be for others the mentor you did not have.

    Be a Mentor

    As you walk in the footsteps of faithful Christ-following men and women, soaking in lessons, gleaning the precious gems of wisdom for life and following Christ that they share with you through counsel or example, do not forget to ask God to show you someone who you can lead also. What is given to us is meant for us to freely give away. Don’t store it up for yourself only. Pass it on. Find a “Timothy.” Come alongside a younger brother or sister and help them along the journey. Encourage them, point them to a deeper relationship with Christ. Model for them how to navigate the situations of life with wisdom, and humility, with submission to the Holy Spirit and the commandments of God.

    Final Thoughts

    Through each of our obedience to the Lord and our love and care for one another, may the body of Christ be built up and brought to maturity! The Lord bless each of you in every way. May He give you a Paul. May He give you a Timothy. And may you fix your eyes on Christ as you ultimately follow Him!

     

    1 Corinthians 11:1

    Follow my example, as I follow the example of Christ.

    The New International Version. 2011. Grand Rapids, MI: Zondervan.

     

  • Running the Race of Faith

    1.23.2025

    Running the Race of Faith

    Hebrews 12:1-2

    My brother ran a one-hundred-mile race in Colorado this past year. Yes, you read that right, one hundred miles. Was it difficult? I can’t even imagine! Did he have to have help? Yes! He had friends and family help pace him parts of the way, as well as provide for physical needs like rehydrating, and no doubt, encouraging him at waypoints as well. He could not have done it alone.


    We also are running a race. The race of faith. And we also have friends and the family of God, along with all the witness of the saints of the past to encourage us. Most importantly, we have a God who strengthens us and supplies our every need to be able to continue.

    Hebrews 12: 1-2 says this:

    “Therefore, since we have so great a cloud of witnesses surrounding us, let us also lay aside every encumbrance and the sin which so easily entangles us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.”

    We are to fix our eyes on Jesus. The goal in a race is to cross the finish line. The race we are running is not a race of miles but a race of years, of our entire lifetime. How do we get there without giving up?

    It’s not by looking directly at the finish line. It is by looking beyond it to the face of our Savior.

    We fix our eyes on Jesus. Every. Step. Of. The. Way.

    In fact, the very next verse goes on to say this:

    “For consider Him who endured such hostility by sinners against Himself so that you do not grow weary and lose heart.”

    (Hebrews 12:3, NASB 1995)

    When we say, “Lord this is hard.” He comforts us and points us to His Son, our faithful high priest and advocate and says, consider My Son and what He endured for you.

    Somehow, our problems become much smaller when compared to those of our Lord Jesus. What a comfort it is to know that He who deserves the glories of heaven, endured all manner of temptations, hardships, mockings, rejection, persecution, slander and the list goes on, to save us and as the scripture says, to be our example. (See 1 Peter 2:21)

    When we are weak, if we will fix our eyes on Jesus and cling to Him to sustain us, He will. He will endow you with strength, comfort, and encouragement that only He can provide.

     In the same way that my brother did not run his race alone, but had helpers and encouragers, we too run in the same manner. The family of God is scattered all over this world. His servants are everywhere! They will come in and out of your life as you run. One will help pace you for a bit, and another may refresh your soul when it is dry with the Living Water and feed you with the Bread of Life when you are weak. Someone will offer a word or a promise of God at a way station and send you off running again.

    But friend, the greatest help is this – that He Himself will be with you. He has said, “I will never leave thee nor forsake thee.” (Hebrews 13:5b KJV)

    The Almighty God, the Everlasting Father is always with you when you follow Him. So yes, people will come in and out of your life.

    But the One who is with you always will be there every step of the way. Fix your eyes on Him. Don’t stop. Keep going. Run the race well, so that when you cross the finish line, we can all be celebrating!

    Prayer and Closing

    Lord, I’m fixing my eyes on You. Thank You for Your promise to never leave me. Thank you for the example You have given me in Jesus. Teach me and help me to honor You in all my ways. I want to run my race well. I want to finish well. At the end of my life I want to hear You say, “Well done, good and faithful servant.”

    Friend, I’m praying for you. Let’s run the race of faith together, and honor the Lord. At the end, we will be able to say as Paul did in 2 Timothy 4:7-8:

    “7 I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. 8 Now there is in store for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will award to me on that day—and not only to me, but also to all who have longed for his appearing.”

    The New International Version. 2011. Grand Rapids, MI: Zondervan.